Just a touch

It was just a touch
A slight flicker of hand
But what I felt at that moment,
No one would ever understand.
My whole body erupted,
jolted with electricity.
My walls came breaking down,
her simple touch felt like an army.
My breathing got laboured,
my stomach filled with bulls running amok.
Yet everything felt perfect.
We didn’t have to talk.
As I laced my fingers through hers,
the world seems right again,
if only for this moment.

When September ends

The darkness of the room envelopes me,

erasing my chances of being glee.
With Green Day playing in the background,
I say my thoughts aloud.
I think about the things I’ve done,
Whether or not I’ve been a good son.
The blaring of the TV fills the house,
making my radio seem as quiet as a mouse.
I rest my head on the pillow, 
waiting for the tears to fall.
I then hear a knock on my door,
so towards it, I slowly start to crawl.

“I told you to wake me up when September ends!”
I say to my intruder.
I rest my head onto the wall,
the coldness on my skin made me shudder.

The banging went louder,
the door handle shook.
Just when I was ready for my doom,
I heard my mother say:
“It’s already October! Clean your room!”

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Happy October everyone! 😀
Can I do humor or what? If you didn’t get it, then I failed 😛

Sweet dreams

As another million thoughts rush into my head,
I groan and sigh, 
and let my frustrations out onto my bed.

I wait impatiently for sleep to embrace me,
but unfortunately,
I just never seemed to be that lucky.

My phone beeps and I reach out for it,
 I see your name,
my heart decides to skip a beat.

We text back and forth for what seemed like an hour,
you seemed to calm me,
the thoughts in my head beginning to cower.

You wanted to call so I said yes,
When I heard your voice,
I thought of one little request.

Soon you spoke of aliens and princesses and happy endings,
I smile to the phone,
wondering how I earned such a blessing.

My eyes later on began to weigh a ton,
and I fell asleep,
just in time for the story to be done.

“Sweet dreams” I heard you say,
I did just that,
my mind more than happy to obey

YOU ♥

Butterflies in my stomach
never seem to rest
With you by my side,
everything is the best.
 I can’t get enough of the sweet
melody of your laugh
when it’s been a long crazy day,
i can’t wait to sit on your lap.
You make me smile like crazy
In loving you, i’d do it infinitely
even if we fight night after night
i’d still yearn for your hugs that are so tight.
you’re crazy, imperfect 
and addictive
for stealing my heart
you’d never be a fugitive
you’re the one i’d always love,
even at times,
when love isn’t enough

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Written on a small table napkin, around the time when I was just falling helplessly in love with my three year boyfriend. <3

Illusion

i stretch out my hand
you hold it tight
i hate how all of this is a lie
i hate how I know it’s all pretend
everyone else smiles at us
my heart crumbles,
all this madness has to end.

you tell me “I love you”
and I can’t answer
i look at my friends,
and I grudgingly say “I love you too”
i realize every moment with you
becomes a lifetime of regret
I’ve become a liar
A player of hearts
Torn between pretend
And stupid reality

They say you’re perfect
But I say you’re not
You’re just a stupid dream
An illusion,
An actor in my world
Just playing the part of my prince charming.

Your cruelty knows no bounds
whenever we’re alone
You kill me with your words
Your actions are no different
How I wish I was never bethroed 
How I wish I never said “I Do”

This madness has to end
I have to leave your treachery
And go back to reality
A place where I could be safe and sound
I would be happy,
not having you around

for the love of teddy bears


With that soft fur you possess,

every single part,
I want to touch.
to caress,
to grip and to never let go of.

With all the cushion inside you,
you give me comfort,
a joy I have never known.

Your big black eyes,
lure me.
Into the depths of its plasticity.
That no matter how I poke it,
you never cry nor twitch.

Your smile so reassuring,
that no matter how many times I leave you,
you still smile when I see you.

You’re the best creation made for little girls,
and my dear teddy,
you’re the one I’d always be loyal to. ♥

The little things

Everyday we seem to forget.
To just pause, look and reflect.
About the changes we want to set.
About the things we just want to forget.

In the fast paced world we live in,
everything has become cruel, stupid, and full of sin.
But even when we’re hurt, tired and misjudged,
We still manage to face everything with a grin.

It’s the little things that keep us going.
A child’s smile, a sweet text, or that guy you call a fling.
Even when every joy in us is dying,
we can still manage to think that it’s nothing.

It’s amazing what the human heart can bear,
even when it seems that no one seems to care.
Even when things seem unfair,
we still have more things to share.