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The sea

The slow lull of her touch seem to send me into a trance,
a trance I never wished to leave.
Her caress unworldly,
sending multiple vibrations throughout my body.

Her eyes sparkle with mischief and deceit,
but only she could make my life complete.
The world dares me to leave and flee,
But they’ll never take her,
They’ll never take her from me.

The world is selfish, cruel and full of misfits,
Creatures grasping for their share of light.
But with her by my side I shall yearn no more,
May I be drowned in darkness,
as long as I have her as my shore.

Her voice sends tingles into my very soul,
the nightmares of my past barely ghouls of nonsense.
Her tongue lavishes my inner being,
Her lips, her luscious lips,
bringing me to the brink of my sanity.

You’d never find her with another,
cause you’ll always find her with me.
Gasping for air from her embrace,
My sea, my everlasting,
my light and my all.

She is no fish, nor animal, nor even human.
She is mine and mine to hold,
The world be damned to its end.

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How’s that for pushing the envelope? Phew. That was too much, even for me.
Love or hate? 😀 I just got inspired by the picture all of the sudden.
Written by me. By me okay?

Help Me!

Hello!

So in my previous post, I mentioned that my book is getting published! Yehey!

But now here’s the sticky bit. My book is actually a series of short stories, and I have 10 mini books basically filled with stories. My first book will be published, but I need help in choosing my cover.

Here’s the synopsis of my first book, Less than three: Of New Beginnings

At one point or another, love is all about wonderful beginnings.

In “Walkie-Talkie”, Matt has been in love with his friend for a long time. But with Anne entertaining other suitors, can Matt’s love be returned?

It’s a different story for Leila in “Confessions of a University Scholar” after finding out that she has a stalker! She finds posts on a Facebook page mentioning intricate details about her. And when the stranger dares her to find out who he is, she’s left with only 2 choices that could change everything.

“CandlelitStorm” is just the perfect reason for best friends Beth and Bryan to get closer and for her to realize just what she feels for this guy. But will it ever be reciprocated when Bryan has other girls in mind?

Who knows that the time “11:11″ could bring two souls together? The number means so much to Lota that she’d make a wish when it’s 11:11. And when she meets Jeric, the guy who witnesses how she embarrassed herself, he’s also going to make a surprising wish.

Lily sees a post on Facebook from Mike, asking anyone to PM him a number and he’d say something about the person. Lily thinks twice about sending him a number, and just when she did, Mike decides then to continue answering the next day! But what will he say to her after she posted “143″?

Fall in love with these cute couples as they each face new beginnings in this wonderful collection of short stories.

Will you please help me?

The voting for it is on Facebook on my new author page. Please like the picture that appeals to you the most and if you can, you can add comments on how to improve it. And if you feel like it, you can like the page too.

The link for the album is HERE.

Thank you so much for helping! 😀

Dumdidumdumduuuum

Well. Uhm. Sigh.

I haven’t blogged for a while again. I feel guilty, sorry and extremely apologetic.

Just a warning people, my brain is on hyper mode after eating ice cream, so this post is so unedited that you won’t recognize it’s me writing.

I have been busy on Wattpad, with work, and writing my book. Being a book agent is hard work people. Being an agent AND a writer is just down right crazy.

YES, MY BOOK.

Would you forgive me now? I’ll try to update every week, then every other day, then if I can, every day.

Soooo…on to awkward updates!

I launched another book! Here’s the synopsis:

The rules were simple:.

15 girls were chosen from royal bloodlines to be with the Prince. They are given one night each with him, and in the end he shall choose a bride and make her Queen.

So how did someone from Montana, USA get involved in something that was supposed to be for those chosen? Anna sure doesn’t know, but she knew that she had to stay away from the Prince as much as she could.

With her mischievous ways and un-royal manners, she was sure that the Prince wouldn’t pick her.

But what if the Prince was as determined to be with her as she was determined to stay away from him?

Experience “One Night with the King” meets “Princess Diaries” told with humor in this romantic comedy for all ages and find out what happens when a person goes from nada to royalty.

The author of this book is someone I look up to. She writes crazy good and I read this story even before I started working for the publishing company.

Get her book HERE. Yes, HERE.

NEXT!

My book..well..it’s getting published this week. YES THIS WEEK. So that is one of the reasons I’m updating…for promotional reasons..yeah I feel more guilty now.

Anyway, my publishing company is making me an author blog, so I may post there what I usually post here.

I’ll tell you more about it on my next post!

NEXT!

My birthday is on the 4th of October! I’m turning 19! Yes. 19. That means I have been writing for SEVEN years! That’s awesome!

NEXT!

That’s basically it for now. 😀

Book Agent Hat

So I was MIA for a long time, and now I am about to reveal why.

I have become a book agent!

Yes, an actual book agent. Months after being hired as a book editor, I got promoted to become a literary agent for authors.

And tonight, I will be launching the first ever book I have handled. And as an agent, it is my duty to promote the author and the book. I just really wanted to brag. (haha)

So now I will be introducing to you the book that will be launched August 31, 12PM Eastern Time. With over 10 Million reads on Wattpad, My Best Friend’s Brother!

Here is the synopsis:

“That’s right. I was in love with my bully.”

Having a best friend with a cruel older brother is a recipe for disaster. It was worse for Hope who’s best friend, Heather, had twin demons as brothers who restlessly bullied them, especially her when she visits their house.

Fast forward to a few years, Hope finds herself in a summer where the twins come home from college. She can no longer run, especially when her friend Heather is the one visiting this time with her brothers in tow.

Will Hope ever reconcile with her bullies? Or will she be stuck harboring feelings for one of them?

The author of the book, MJ Thompson, is a 29 year old woman from the UK. Growing up she went through many phases, including wanting to be a mechanic, a historian and a midwife. Her only constant dream was to become a published author.

Always having a lot of ideas for stories and often getting inspired by the slightest thing, she discovered an online free publishing site that was a good place for her to publish her works for millions to read and also read other books, which is one of her favorite past times.

The book is already live on Amazon, but we’re launching it in 8 hours! I’m so giddy! If you want a copy of the book, click here.

It will be on a discounted price for one week before it goes back to its original price. Help countdown with me by going to her blog here.

I do hope for your support on this one. Soon, it would be MY BOOK that I will be promoting, and I’m hoping for the same kind of love.

A shout out to the company I’m working for, BLVNP Incorporated. Because of them, I am living and working my dream job. Check out other books that they’ve published before in their website here.

Do YOU know someone who might want to publish their book? Let them send me an email at lean@blvnp.com. 😀

All My Favorite Words: Naive

It was our first big fight.

You said the wrong thing, and I said some bad things too. We didn’t know each other well. We’ve only been in one other serious relationship before we met. We both were going into a battle where we were blind and deaf, both not knowing what makes the other tick. I exploded like a time bomb and you took cover, diving into trying to draw pity.

It was just one wrong word. One misunderstood word. But the next thing we knew I was ignoring you, and your were flooding my phone with texts.

We both didn’t know what to do. We were running before we even got the chance to stand up. We never got to try on our new legs. We just ran like a couple of idiots, trying to outrun the other without any particular reason.

And then it ended.

We ended.

We were a glorious mess, each of us trying to figure out where the other stood.

There was no bloodshed, no need for medical attention.

I thought it was the end, I thought I would never see you again.

You thought you lost your chance, you thought I would never go back to you anymore.

But then the next day, the next moment, we were side by side, gasping for air.

And then we rolled around and turned to each other, then slowly lifted each other up.

We didn’t know what we were doing, but it seemed like the right thing to do.

Then we began to walk. Together. Side by side. Our broken legs mashing together like a perfect piece.

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This is the second chapter of All My Favorite Words on Wattpad. If you want to read more, go to the link. 😀

All My Favorite Words : Happenstance

The first time we met.

If I weren’t so hyper that day, I wouldn’t have gone into your room. If you weren’t in class that day, you wouldn’t have seen me. If I wasn’t so friendly and nosy I wouldn’t be friends with your friends. And if you weren’t so bold, you might not have come up to me to introduce yourself.

But then the series of great and powerful things happened. I was hyper. You were in your room. I was friends with your friends. You were bold and confident. We shook hands.

It would take years before we were ever together, but we’d always go back to that day. We would speculate on how different it would have been if we met a day later, or a week later, and so on. If you had someone with you, or I had someone with me. We would have gone past each other in school and never know one another. A series of things falling into place.

Happenstance.

Later on you would tell me that you were as nervous as hell and you couldn’t sleep that night and you refused to wash your hand. You’d say that was the day you developed a little crush for me. Later on I would tell you that I really don’t remember much of that day because I just thought you were another friend.

But then you’d take out your hand and reach it out to me, and then I’d smile and shake it.

“Hi.” You’d say.

“Nice to meet you.”

And you’ll prove to me that you weren’t just another friend after all.

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This is the first chapter of All My Favorite Words on Wattpad. If you want to read more, go to the link. 😀

All my favorite words

There are words

that mean so much

more than they should.

There are words so precious,

that you’d want to exchange them

for food.

There are words we hate

that conjure memories

Too painful.

There are words we love

that make us happy

that make us grateful.

All the words we never said,
and all the words we did.

And so these words

I have put together

In one book.

All the words that I love to hear,

All the words I hate.

They all have their story to tell,

And now I’m writing them all.

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I’m currently writing a book, All My Favorite Words. I have two chapters up on Wattpad, and I want to write one chapter per day if I could. Please share to the teens all those who read Wattpad. I need to get my mojo back. The link is on the top right part of my blog, the picture one.
How about you? What’s your favorite word? Maybe we have something in common 😀

Blocked writer

I haven’t posted in a while,

and I feel bad for it.

I wish I could turn back time,

but I can’t.

And so I’ll make up for it,

by posting every week.

Just until I could get used

to writing everyday.

I will beat this sickness,

that they call writer’s block.

For the meantime

you can check my Facebook.

Of my posts in poetry,

how a simple activity can be weaved into a poem.

Til next week,

Til another charge of randomness.

Bound to them

Say “opo”* and bow your head.

Don’t say a word.

Just listen to them instead.

Inside you’re screaming and thrashing,

Hoping to be set free.

But you have to stay mum,

Your tears they must not see.

You don’t say a word

Because they won’t listen.

You don’t ask,

Because you already know the answer.

“Listen to us because we know better.

You’re naïve and weak,

Fragile like a feather.”

Words stinging like a thousand arrows,

You’re bleeding inside,

But they pretend not to see.

Seal your lips,

Don’t let out a squeak.

Cause no matter what you do,

It’ll just be wrong.

You want to reach out,

Explore, try it all.

But you’re a caged vessel,

Made to bend to their every whim.

Now say “opo” and bow your head,

Stay lifeless while you’re lying on your bed.

Bleeding wrists,

And foaming lips.

You’re now free,

No longer bound.

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*yes

Pretentious thoughts and other things

As the plane soared up in the sky, my train of thought began to ramble in my mind, filling the silence. I forgot where I placed my ear phones, so I let my mind talk freely.

I can’t believe I almost missed my plane! I didn’t even last ten seconds in that terminal and I had to pay the terminal fee before passing through! Ah, look at the clouds. They pass by me in such a way that they seem touchable, as if I could touch it if I reach out my hand to it. Oh look, they turned the seatbelt sign on. The captain warns us of turbulence. Wow, the plane is really shaking. If I could just close my eyes I could imagine being somewhere else. Like outside maybe. But the altitude will kill me if I go outside the plane. No, I meant on the ground. Oh we’re floating over seas? At home then. Wait, why am I being pretentious? I want to go to Hawaii if I want to distract myself from the fear of the plane falling into the ground and crashing. Nooooooooo! Erase from memory. Erase from memory!

Sooooooo. Yeah. I really have a weird mind. If scientists studied it, my mind would be a reject. Harhar.

So I promised an update, well here I am!

What I’ve done so far:

1.) I attended the Iligan Writer’s Workshop. Link to the story of that HERE.

I met beautiful and wonderful writers who are just as weird as I am!

2. I’ve moved to Cebu for my internship and a job. 🙂 So that’s taking all my time from writing (booooooo) But I am learning a lot from it though (yeeeeeeey)

Yes, I made a loom bracelet while I was on a plane.

3. I celebrated the 40th monthsary with my boyfriend. <3 If you’ve read my stories, you already know him 😛 (Long Distance Relationship suck)

4. I’m REALLY going to get my book published. For real! With a publisher! That I’m working for! So yeeeeeeeeey!

5. A lot more to come. But I need more inspiration! Comment below for any story ideas because I want to write something. Anythiiiiiiiing!